Thursday, December 1, 2011

The Sh*t They Should Have Shown

"Push it to the limit, pusht it through the pain...I push it for the pleasure like a virgin to the game.."

- XO

Everybody has a thing. I have a thing....you have a thing...we all have a thing. So it only makes sense to be a little upset when there is an upset to that thing....right? Mangos...they make my world go round. Im possesive, obsessive, and a bit agressive when it comes to mangos. So here it is...
I feel like ripping the skin clear off her face...
I feel like getting on the next shuttle...at nearly 4:00 a.m, and having my way with the thing that will do no good for me...
I feel .....helpless.
Its pretty clear that there are a million and one thoughts running through my mind, and half of them would probably put me in jail, but in all honestly..? I...dont...give.. (insert more profanity here). Im clearly the type of girl that has issues right? Well guess what, I'm not the only one. There are SO many people who are JUST like me.

They like to play pretend.

Let's pretend everything is alright; let's pretend like I want to and/or care about your issues ; let's pretend that I understand everything that's going on in lecture ; let's pretend that I have all of the answers to your , my, EVERYONE'S problems....yea...lets play pretend that one...alot

Whatever.

I have no release. So all this...all these words...they'll stay locked up in this tormented brain of mine, while I continue to play pretend.

You see that big ol' smile in the picture that is supposed to be a representation of who I am?

Just another game.

.....you wanna play..?